Have you ever felt like there’s a void within you that you can’t quite explain? The feeling of being incomplete or yearning for something that you can’r quite put your finger on? Well, ever since I started my search for “The One” I felt this pull of sadness within me – when will it happen? Why is it taking so long? What’s wrong with me? These are amongst the questions I would often ask myself. Not because I wanted to further damage my self-esteem, but because I wanted to reflect and know that I had done EVERYTHING in my power to help myself. I know that my Duas had a massive impact (Alhamdullilah) but I still wanted to keep trying and not give up.
Alhamdullilah when being told that Allah swt is the best of planners, it warmed my heart but I never quite understood it. Until now, until His biggest plot twist was revealed, until i was given the biggest gift, until my soulmate walked into my life. He, The Almighty, hasn’t given me just what I wanted but what I need too. He has blessed me with a spouse that fills my void, warms my heart and allows me to be the best version of myself.
Alhamdullilah, I have been blessed with a beautiful soul with endless patience, a kind heart, humility, empathy, maturity, deen, drive and ambition (very easy on the eye too Masha’Allah 😉 ) Alhamdullilah he puts my needs first, he’s super caring and words cannot express my gratitude for this gift. As a woman of many words, it is increasingly frustrating to me to not find words to express the magnitude of my love.
I request you to please remember us in your humble Duas and pray that Allah swt blesses us with a prosperous, happy and barakah-filled marriage and that He reunites us in Jannah. Ameen x